
Thursday, October 16, 2008
this few day to me is very very wierd......this seem like not tht smooth for me....seem like alot ppl knoe what had happen liao......i actulli dun want anyone to knoe abt this thing....even i blog it doesen't mean i purposely want everyone to see it lor...
now i just feel tht like no face liao lor.....feel like finding a place to hide sia...now see him i also dunno how to face him sia...i seem like acting like i dunno him when i saw him in sch...haiz...
what can i do....i feel so pai seh abt it liao.....i should have not like him in the first place.....i feel tht i bu pei him also sia...his ex are all so pretty de lor...think also knoe dun have cunch de mah.....but for now i just want to be friend nia.......and now i dunno should i still continue to contact him mah.....i sms him but he dun seem to have any respond...
evelyn ask me will i give up but i dunno how to ans leh.....but i just knoe tht i feel tht he hid from me or am i too sensative...but i always feel my six sense is right....realli dunno what to do lah.....
seem like being friend also hard sia.....haiz....now i heard his name or saw him, i feel like faster leave the place liao....cause those ppl around him will tease him and i always feel tht the eye they saw me is so diff sia....
ok...again.i'm so sensative lah..mood swing again!!