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Monday, July 31, 2006

today actually got many photo to upload de....but tht person took my hp away again..wth....

today actualli should be a happie day.......but what the fucking day is today lor....happie tht my class gave me hamster which i long for it de.....i realli love it alot...LOVE ALL OF U AND THANKS!!!!!fucking day because of tht person not allowing me to have it...she took my hp away again...FUCK!!!!

then on the way home i say tht i will take care de lor....then she say she last time already say dun allow liao..WTH..then she say if i perserve to want the hamster then ask me not to cal her mum laio...wtf..last time made my first hamster die and never buy me one back...now i want she dun allow.....wth...

qurrel with her....then i say her back....she nOt happie then slap me twice...(it have not been the first time)........i HATE u......she also told me not to cal her mum liao........wth....i wonder why i have a diff mum from others.....can someone tel me???????

i think i dun have a proper home........wtf.......they say tht they will not celebrate anymore birthday with them, even my 21st birthday.......WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!.....what family am i living in.....i think i do not have a cosy home liao...my house is there for me to do work and sleep and i dare not tell any things to them anymore........i will NEVER say anything to them......they say let me zi sen zi mian liao........FINE..........

i ask is it tht they think i'm always doing bad things......THEY SAY YES!!!!!.....fine with me so in ur eye i am always the bad daughter i never been good before.......i really really really really very tired liao.....i dun belong to anywhere........i dun know how to find my direction...................

abt this hamster thing, it can lead to such a big qurrel and i now know how they think of me liao......forever a BAD daughter........today i realli cry non-stop......i realli very sad,dissapoined,angry and felt lost.....help me............

yah i am ur bad daughter..never been good....never listen....never do what u say...i am always bad.....i realli dun know how to talk with them...i'm realli very tired...

tomorrow i hope after meeting my friend i can forget this thing 4 awhile then go home as late as possible bah.....i dun feel like going home.....

i realli want tht hamster.......how? cannot have it......sad ahhhhhh.......i realli cry sia.....y they dun like it....yyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

i hate myself!

THANKS TO ALL MY POLY FRIEND

very thank you to ( caryn, wen zhuang, jeannie, kelly, shufen, zaidah, lifen, aili, stephanie, michelle, alyssa, eeling, vanessa, seraphina, xueli, xianwen, sarnie, raymond, firdaus, guo liang, alex, bryan, yong xiang, wei ren.)

To BAO FANG:

thanks 4 ur present....thanks alot.....i love it.....THANK YOU!!!!!....love u sia..sorrie ah today never meet u ....meet again!!!

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photo of today
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me and jeannie

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4 of us doing project

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see we all so hardworking

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nice chocolate...3 for $5..very nice can try..

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pic of HA HA...she look so cute right?

............wish tht i can have u at home..............

Sunday, July 30, 2006

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!

today is xueyi birthday...wish her all the best!!!!
today sian sia..do project but still stuck on it...

mum finish her work liao..never qurrel with me liao..but i still hate her for controlling me....RETURN me my hp lor...dun know what she thinking lah..yesterday scold non-stop...now look like nothing happen....this continue i going siao liao..OMG....help sia.....

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO XUEYI!!!!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

what a FUCKING day.........i hate today......i hate MUM...........y do u always want to control us......what the hell u want ......what u want.........every time scold ppl for nothing..u tink u what ah......queen......everyone must listen to u......everyone must do what u say....must do ur way...what the fuck.......i hate u .....

cannot use hp...cannot use computer.....what the hell....everyting u control....next few day my birthday.........u now like tht treat me,......as if i not given birth by u de......i feel like dying............what kind of house am i living in....

this few year i never get a proper present from u....i buy things for myself u also dun allow..........wth.......i hate u.......

today daddy ask were i worry tht mum get out of lorry and go on her own...........MY ANS IS........i hack care liao......last time yes i will be worry..........NOW .....i dun care i am sick and tired of this...every time do this things to us......daddy say last time during their dating she also like tht.......wth.........what kind of family do i have.......

EVERYONE THINK THT MY HOME IS A WONDERFUL HOME....SORRIE........it is NO.....I TEL U WHAT ...IT IS SUCK.....I HATE TIS HOUSE..........I HATE HER......SHE NEVER LOVE ME.....SHE ALWAYS SAY SHE HATED ME too.........

Thursday, July 27, 2006

IP PRESENTATION.......

>>MY LOVELY CLASSMATE FROM EI0607<<

having our turn to present...very scary..i think we did well..LOVE jeannie and lifen..have fun working with them...

>>LIFEN AND ME<<

>>ME AND ZAIDAH<<

>>ME AND JEANNIE<<

>>ME AND CARYN<<

..our shoes..

>>SARNIE,ME,RAYMOND<<

>>ME,WENZHUANG,CARYN<<

>>ME,WENZHUANG,KELLY<<

>>MY GANG OF FRIENDS<<

>>LAST PIC OF THE DAY<<

END OF THE DAY

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

wow...today..i have two..birthday party to go..so happie..i realli enjoy myself...
Today is sharon birthday!.....in the morning i went to meet her to help her with buying of food and also helping her to take the foods...omg so heavy..but i did not take much because her friends help her..hehe...

this is me and birthday girl....we took it in the car..haha...

after tht we went to Pasir Ris liao...we set up the things and then sharon went back to sch to do things...they came back quite late...
this is me.....helping out..preparing the food...hehe...

this is me, nancy and yanru..we so sian sia..so we took pic ...haha..LOL..

After tht..at abt 7pm i went off..i was going to aloha changi....hehe..another party...it is ah yan jie jie 21st brithday...her actually birthday is same as mine but she celebrate earlier....

this is the cake...

the one in green is ah yan jie jie..the birthday girl!..

many ppl in kitchen cooking...i was just standing outside watching..hehe..

OMG..look at the amount of ppl..there was so many ppl...i wish my 21st birthday is filled with pp too...and manypresent..hehe..lol...(THINKING TOO MUCH)..hehe...

this is the flower someone gave jie jie..so lovely..i wish i have one too...but i is always not possible de..haha...LOL..

there were too many ppl outside..so we went into the room to play..playing with balloon...erms..abit boring....

after tht..mum and dad..went home..i stay there over night...it was abit boring and i have a long chat with jalaine on phone..haha....then after tht..we got one lame king..keep making us laugh..omg...he reali went mad liao(JK)..haha..LOL....

we slept very late..we work up very early the next day tooo...hahaa..because we all wanted to go play at the beach..haha...its was fun sia..hehe..I realli LOVE to play in sea..hehe..erms..i think i got sun burn sia....

tht is end of my two day..haha...realli enjoy myself...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO SHARON!!!!!!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO AH YAN JIE JIE!!!!!!!!!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Erms........Caryn still can't find her CAMERA..........hope tht person hu get it will return to her please...caryn say she will FORGIVE tht person, hope she/he will return...tht camera mean alot to her....

today have a boring day......do project until siao..hehe..i must thank JEANNIE for the ip project....<THANK YOU>..........LOVE U SO MUCH ('0')...we today onli have 1/2hr or lacture onli..then we went to have break...and this is ME...lol

then after tht is math lacture.....
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this is caryn, she look like trying sleeping, but in the fact she is talking on phone..but wenzhuang say she look like talking to the books..LOL...(*0*)"...
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as usual....wenzhuang and me keep taking picture..haha..
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we did not have lab lesson ,so we have 3Hr to get rotten sia..hehe..so we went library to do project..and we took pic again..haha..
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me, jeannie, lifen
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lifen again touching her hair..everyday de...u can always she her hair tied up like tht de...haiz
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so stress up sia
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after break..we went back to c# lesson...during lunch and in library..we crap alot sia..and gossip alot sia...we also have a plan de..but in the end never happen..haiz...YEH tomorrow no class...see u all on wed....

Friday, July 21, 2006

today..have a stress day sia....OMG...i today actually meet caryn and wenzhuang at 8.30 de..but i overslept...VERY VERY SORRIE.....actually want accompany them to do something de...SORRIE SORRIE.....hope tht person hu take ur camera will return u bah....(***pray hard***)

today onli me , wenzhuang , jeannie , lifen , xueli , seraphina and aili go for CNC....we did until 10 then went to J8 to eat pasta mania..we were too early, so we went to walk walk first.....
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we went kiddy palace and we start to take pic using xueli camera..
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wenzhuang, me and my favourite EEYORE

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seraphina, me and EEYORE

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i find tht wenzhuang love to play with children bag...first is taken tht time we went to sakae....the next pic is with eeyore bag ...hahaha..she look so cute....
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wenZhuang introducing us to hermit crab (Ha Ha crab)

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she always love going there to see them...
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..we went to class to do c#....then teacher keep going around scolding ppl abt the project...ahhhhhhhh..so STRESSSSS ah.......

jeannie and me finally did our C# project liao..but still haven finish....thanks to all ppl tht had teach us...thanks alot....after c# we went to do project..haha...in the library....

wen zhuang went to SU with caryn..so sad...they left me..so sad...haha..i cal wenzhuang..then she say..she want go home liao...so she come find us...we took pic as usual with my labtop....
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haha..first time see wen zhuang take out english project to do it seriously...haha..but do a while then we start to take pic again..hahaah..we all siao liao..heheeh..('0')...

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all 5 acting CUTE
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we want to kill zaidah for fun
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Our old grandmother is "ZAIDAH"
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jeannie, me, wenzhuang
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lastly we took a nice picture
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after playing...mum come and bring me...and they all accompany each other to MRT...tht is end of today...tomorrow is sharon birthday.....and i have two BBQ to attend...yeh also got chalet...can stay over nite..wah..fun sia..but will rush until siao...