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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

random post!!

i think i've change sia....

yesterday find jie to tel her my things....i told jie tht it is my first time tht i will not keep asking a guy i meet to follow me to have dinner together with animal family....i thnk it is no use to keep forcing ppl....i dun want any guy to follow me unwilling to a place where he dunno anyone... i want to be independent, i dun want to rely on anyone....

actulli i'm very suprise tht he will ask me do i want him to go with me to meet my animal family.....i was stund, yah indeed i got intend to ask de....but i see he so busy and i still feel can't click with him yet, tht y i never ask bah....he ask me so i say i never intend to ask u but u want go mah lah.....he say ok....i'm abit happy as he is very diff from some guys i knoe...he is more gentlemen...

but after he answering some call, i knoe he can't go liao....so i ask him again and he say he cannot give me a confirm ans....lol....i expect it and never keep asking him to push away other appointment to follow me....last time de me i will keep asking tht person to die die must pei me and i will keep fan the person until go de.....am i change?? i never do all this again....i think i'm learning how to respect guys bah....last time when ppl dun pei me, i will be angry with tht person, i will be very piss off and jie knoe tht when things never go my way, i will keep nagging...but this time i never nag wor....i turn guai liao hor....hehe

he also make us suprise tht he say next time go out and have dinner together....erms....they are like dunno u leh.....lol....he say tht....but i dunno is real one or just say as he wanted to be polite.....actulli until Now i dun realli kNoe him tht well, he is abit hiding from me!! or i'm thinking too much....

actulli i just want to be by urside even we just friend nia.........i just want u not to have many free time to anyhow think and be so diff from last time i knoe de u!! last time de u knoe how to treasure urself.....but i dunno y u now everytime talk to u, u sound like die is the best....pls lah....u die liao no one will be happie de hor.......i always remind u this and tht not tht i want fan u...i want u to be awake and knoe what u are doing....can u dun do thing tht u knoe will hurt urself de mah.... i dunno is i think too much lah..but when i meet u, ur smile dun let me feel tht u are realli happie....u are like trying to make ppl think tht u are fine with ur life...am i right......

no matter what i will still fan u......until u knoe how to treasure urself!!

k i treat u well cause i want u to feel tht there are still many ppl care for u de.....no matter there are alot of problem around, just dun think too much k.... i just want you to treasure urself and take good care of urself....i dun want u to drink tht much, not health de lor....and u is always never eat before u drink.......then can u just smoke less....go out with u and when u smoke, i always had to hid from the smoke cause if i go home my mum smell it, i will be very dead sia......and when u drive hor....can u concentrate, can drive fast but not tht fast can, can u treasure ur own life please.....from tht accident i worry until now leh...haiz....i post here i dunno will u see.....but i just hope u will see it....