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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

sorrie to everyone sia.....i knoe my this mood swing had affect some ppl.........

manyu..... i'm sorrie to let u feel tht way...........but truely i dun think anyone is slut k..........so no worries...........i knoe u also understand how i feel...i not angry with any gals tht is close to him...i just plainly xian mu bah......cause i can never be tht close to him...i already accept the truth liao....

actulli i quite xian mu tht u got so many friend by ur side when u are sad......all are so willing to pei you..........as for me.........i think maybe all my friend think i dun deserve all those care from them........i realli feel the lonlyness sia but i think use to it liao........ i am trying hard to be independent liao.......he last time scolded me to be independent cause he dun want me to rely on him........even now as friend i think our care is never show out......we like to fight and scolded each other i thnk we just simply feel tht by doing tht way we can make ourself feel more better bah.....i think we stay to have tht feeling of fighting each other, like tht is very very normal liao.......

no matter how we get together, we will just fight and i mean real fight tht will cause external injuries......but sometime i get "internal injury" by the words he said......think to me its ok......i'm use to it........i realli xian mu tht he can treat u tht well, like R mei say de.....u have diff status....i'm onli the house pet......

manyu..........i think u dun worry abt my things........and for him.......just let him take time to clear his thought......he can be confuse and lost de........hope he can take it easy.......dun ask him dun meet u k......i think he will need ur help de bah.......take care of ur health wor....dun always dun sleep, you will fall sick easily de.......

we are still friends right?? hehe......abt stupid of me to ask this......hehe.....tc.....let all of us jia you in whatever we do...k!!!

but i still can say tht i hate myself not to be tht strong.........i want to be strong........my friend say tht my words are hard and hursh but my heart is very easy to conqure.........yah yah true!!