
Friday, July 04, 2008
Night
i suddenly miss B alot sia...dunno y...again another random feeling bah.....flash back during chalet is always back in my head.....tht day actulli nothing much happen, it is just simply we talking and just sit quitely beside each other watching star...just feel sweetness with him bah....even just for a few hour......
Afternoon
now feel so sick sia....very very piss off by him never step on his tail lor...can't find mei so i cal him lah.....he sound so piss off when i cal him...i just want to find my tumbdrive lor.....dunno y onli he can make me feel so mood swing de....shit him lor.....i never do anything to u then like want pick up fight....he realli going make me siao liao lor.....he can treat me very very well then after tht jiu treat me like so cold...realli can't stand him...i rather he will treat me cold all the way lor.....
i realli dunno can tel hu my feeling sia....
tel rabbit abt the thing then she will keep saying i still like him.......which is not!!!i already say liao mah....is not i the one hu want to stick to him k...and stop keep accusing me tht is i still like him. i find everyone funnie leh we are like stick so close when playing but tht doesn't mean anything leh......i find tht it is normal to play lah..
tel jie abt he make me so sian lor then she will want sure want kill me.....cause again is i make this to myself de mah.....zhi zuo zhi shuo..
y am i still living in this world of him sia.......i already step out liao leh......but whenever there is a long meet out especially chalet.....i'm like mood swing liao lor....
before chalet i'm living in the world of ben bah......i onli think of him nia and not him.....but all the stupid feeling is back when ben go home and he stick to me....so shit lor....
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will be continue cause now got to go into the no internet room liao....haiz...sad!!!