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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Now in office sia.......dunno y now feeling so down!!think my mood swing coming again...real shit sia...i think this post i will start my grampy post liao........

so so no mood to do my things liao....so piss off.......dunno y feel so sad!!!feel tht everyone is being care while i'm left alone sia.........everyone is so busy with things......

is it because by reading manyu post i feel so emo by her postes???.....i think is i'm thinking back again liao bah......

manyu, i do enjoy reading ur post....i think i now treat it as my daily reading while i'm in office liao...hahah(i want to kill time).....hahaa...it is good to knoe more abt u through ur blog....hope tht from there i can knoe more abt u......but if other knoe i got ur blog.....they will say i just want to knoe more abt what lion is doing bah....hahaha....but ur postes is realli full of real feeling sia......i read liao also can feel what u are feeling in every post lor......super u!!

...i realli do feel sorrie for the past relationship.......but it is great tht u gain back ur smile lioa right........all is past and it will just stay as beautiful memories.......

being single is good.....i think it is right?? u lost one care from him but u gain alot alot of care from others right!!!....cause got more time to pei friends......i'm quite jealous abt u sia.......hehe.......cause when u are feeling so down, u got so many friend to stand by u......so many ppl care for u.....even ur mum also.....

for me it is like i got nothing bah.....haha....my mum the one hu dun allow......and always the one hu keep saying scarcastic wordss......then my friend all busy with work.....my jie tht time back to malaysia.............then my the other 3 sister is like no time for me......they say they dun dare to ask me what happen....i knoe they are busy and i'm always to give comment de but when it reach me......i think they have no comment bah......they prefer to let me cool down bah.........so i did not cal or talk abt it to them.......i also can sense tht they are not interested bah......tht time is realli very sad for me.......feel tht no single one is there for me......even i in front of parent also need to act happie lor.....haiz.....dunno y i'm so unlucky.....

tht time i was like locking my feeling to myslef nia......then i think tht time rabbit is the most kei lian de lor.......she is being paster by me sia.....i realli dunno hu to find!!!! no one liao.....even thought i dun knoe her for long nia....but she realli stay by my side........i keep calling her and she need to keep entertain me.........maybe she and lion is good friend.....so she bo bian, neeed to entertain me and help him say good things bah.....

but everything is gone liao......it will be left as memories bah......now i just got to stay happie and independent.....i try not find friends when i'm feeling low...cause i still feel tht not all of them are wiliing to listen bah...

i realli wish tht i got ppl hu care for me.....for now is onli jie bah...she always knoe what is going on with me...jie say tht i always think of ppl and how they feel....she say i never learn to love myself....quite true.....i still always put friend in the first place bah.......

having headace......and moody sia..