
Thursday, June 19, 2008
haiz.....i just simply dunno y now i got this feeling again....so shit...think is everyday worry this and tht bah......i'm too tired liao.........
i find tht when u care for someone......they won't realli care u back de.......
i just knoe tht i always use my true heart to care for my certain group of friends(got too many liao can't care for all)......think u all got feel it de lor.....but some choose not to bother, some feel nothing, some take it for granted....
by thinking back, y i am so stupid to care so much on what is happening to all my friends, but i just can feel no ppl will truely use their heart to care abt what is happening to me de.....i dun think tht thing must be say out then i start to hear all kind of consolation........i just simply feel tht most of them is like care for the sake of caring......
think i have been changing liao bah......or maybe environment have change me...many things have beeen happening, i'm realli very tired and sick liao.....i'm too stress like he say??? or i everday think too much tht lead to all my unhappiness........now when u all see me, i think i will just gave an attitude tht i dun realli care what u are doing, how is ur life, how to maintain friendship......i think everytime after work i also no much mood to talk or play liao bah......i think i meet out is meet for the sake of meeting.....
think next week i dun want to mee my labmate.......real tired....no mood to enjoy....sept to me seem quite near liao.....