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Sunday, November 18, 2007

today knoe a great great big news for me........someone told me a big secret which hit me like....i'm a stupid person.....

so many question come to my head.......he betray me?? he realli did tht behind my back when we are together? if he realli still like her then y treat me tht way!!!! do u knoe its unfair to me!!

u onli think for urself, u are making me as ur backup right? no her u still have me there stupidly waiting for u.... u tht time already knoe tht she got like other liao de mah, but u never gave up...you still like her....and still ask tht kind of question when we are together.........you still like her.....feel tht u are comparing me and her before u make ur decision...........but in the end u still choose her......

did i do anything wrong? tht u must treat me tht way !!! i did not like u in the first place.....but when i fell in love liao...trying to be good together....then i thought due to my mum then we break up.....

you told me u no feeling liao cause both too busy with work......and i accept it....i thought i have been no good to you...i thought i did somthings tht make you dun like me...

but YOU knoe tht YOU can't leave her then y still choose me......i'm not ur spare....i have feeling de.....if u dun want then dun take it.......dun like means dun like....

but aft today..i feel tht u treat me like a toy.... like jiu take , when dun like then throw....

do you knoe its hard for me to give up on you...i realli like you but heard the way u do behind me make me feel like hate-ing u!! but u are rabbit's friend, i can't hate u to make things difficult for her.....

i just can't understand........i'm realli tht bad, i not being a good gf, i'm not fit to be anyone gf, i'm not pretty, i'm very lousy??? what have gone wrong....me gone wrong???

rabbit say dun onli hear one side stories....but rabbit ah....even he tel you the truth u also won't tel me de mah.......you and him so long de friend liao sure help him talk de mah.....

sad.... alice jie give the hp-keychain broke and lost no where liao!!!!! sad!!!