Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i'm realli very stress abt how to tel my mum, i scare tel liao then i need break up, i scare tht i will lose dear....i scare tht if i dun tel then she find out then i die lor...omg.....what should i do..i realli dun want to loose lion!!!!

dear say tht i think so much also can't change my mum mind......yah hor...his right....haiz.....but i still feel sress up!!!

but when i'm with dear i try not to think too much then at work he pei me then i keep asking him to try clothes lor...haha

actualli took alot of his individual de pic.....haha...but too lazy to upload...haha..
me and lion dear

this one he choose de....look nice on him....hehe

after work then meet mum then at night i told her abt it then ......yah!!! is what i expected de......she say tht she dun want me to go into any relationship...she say they dun allow..i must not have bf..but she say if i want then its my choice.....haiz..i feel relieve after saying, but still stress cause i knoe she will try ways and mean to make me stop the relation de!!!.....y can't i have a bf.......y??? y want prevent me?????

omg dear how ah, i realli feel stress with all her words!!! i realli scare to lose you!!