
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
this is not the first time we qurral about our friendship...i feel tht i'm always the one who start everyting first...........even i voice out but u all like think tht i seem to be using harsh word abt our relation.........
u ask me i understand u all mah, the ans is no...... u all also dun understand me right????......yah...but i seem like at fault for not knoeing u all welll and then i'm starting this nosense lor.........
haiz...we quarrel in msn, u all say what i just say back, then u like so fed up abt me keep arguying.......keep turning the things u all say to become bad de..haiz....
dunno what to do lah......just feel tht all those thing i say in msn, is tht if u want to do is can de....is either u want or dun want, dun assume ppl knoe what u thinking even you never say out..
thanks to jalaine and wei fu, cuase they knoe i got problem, then ask me cal them, they waited for very long, i cal them abt 1am liao..haiz...thanks and sorrie for the lateness in calling..but during the cal i cry.....and they stun..especially jalaine, cause she never hear i cry before, she always knoe tht i will not cry over small matter, she knoe i always keep in heart....i always strong in front of everyone.....but at time ppl will be tired!! and just let go...
haiz............this is the first time i cry for friendship, everytime i cry cause i quarrel with mum...but this is first time for friendship, i think i cry cause i tresure them bah, but now i'm going to tel mysef tht i will not cry over for friendship liao....