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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

yah what a great day for me sia!!!!!!

ask me finish work early to go out....i'm ok...so i finish early (get said by the ppl there lor for going back early, the ppl there suck sia), wanted to meet de but in the end what i get .......get to go home and do nothing!!!

and tht stupid rodney dun knoe what happen, never listen to my cal, hope nothing happen to him cause he told me he just break with his gf which he like alot....by the way this is the first time i hear he got a stead tht last for more then 1 yr....hope nothing happen to him!!!

say want watch movie together in the end all say dun want and some not free....the person i asking out is rodney..the reason they say is not familiar with him....erms....can't accept sia...we last time is classmate lor...when talking abt asking them out...all seem unwilling to meet him, what lor...his my god-bro, he never treat us bad ah...he just look ah beng nia....then all see him like murderer..ask me ask elgin or ben out..but they both u all more not familiar lor

last time we qurral and i find tht there are no true friend for me and i am always changing friends....i'm happie cause got different type of friends to accompany me....

then after they qurral with tht women liao then we all get close together and i slowly trying to feel tht there are true friends but...........now what i get.....yah....true tht bf are important, but u all also got feel before tht being light bulb is not good mah,( like recent lah...r finish early , then she ask me if can meet early cause she will be meeting the couple, i can't i got work)

i'm tired....yah i tried to find ppl to accompany me go out with u all but in the end u all also choose tht for me.....<>....i got no choice....in order to make u all happie, i got out with u all even i dun have someone to accompany me....like tht time....glad to ask all out to my aunt there but in the end i get said by my mum abt (ppl got u also want ah)...wtf, i just want to have time with my friends mah..am i in the wrong??

what i want but u all dun like.....maybe u all are right bah... i got different taste like u all ..what we all like are diff.... m and r and x always say tht they have all the same taste.....then yah....onli me got diff....yah i think its true...

yah..i knoe i'm nobody to anyone, so u all can dun care abt wht i say!!! actually i dun want to blog de....i want to treat as nothing happen and we remain the same...but i feel very tired, fustrated, sad, feel my friend onli think abt their bf...

it is not tht u all can't have bf lah...i'm happie tht u all got one so tht i dun have to care so much for u all.....it's not tht i want to curse u all....do u all confirm tht the one u are marring is this one, not other?..can u all be 100% sure???

as for friends, it can last for our whole life.....if we trusted each other......maybe i'm the one thinking too much abt no one trusting me, am i not a good friend, can't i be true friend?yyyyyyyy

the last sms i send u all, tht is the time i knoe tht even i dun go.....you all can meet together de..i realli dun mind u all 3 couple go out....i just dun want to be the light bulb...by the way then last time dun need say tht dun have me then u all dun want meet...

now i realli dun want to look forward tht there are true friends....but u all did let me get the feel of friends....but now no, cause the feeling are gone.....i think we all never treat each other fairly, i think we all never fully trusted each other..maybe is not we all, its onli me bah....i everyting also say to u all..but seem like u all got problem, and i'm the last to knoe, u all seem like scare i say out to other ppl...

i dun knoe what i did wrong, yah maybe i'm bad...last time get to knoe many ppl thing and say out and now no ppl want to tel me....maybe tht is my retribution tht my friend dun trust me to help them slove problem.....scare i say out....

seem like i'm fate to have no one close to me, neither bf nor friends

i dun trust anyone anymore...y all break my trust to have true friends!!

glad to say out..feeling better liao...