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Monday, December 25, 2006

haha..this post will be abit long winded..but most ppl will not read de...cause most of my friend dun like to read long stories!!!

tomorroe i will be working at taka...hope tht anyone will come and find me for break!!!!if he dun have stead i think he will come de lor...but my hope are all lost!!!!

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haiz..........what a day sia........christmas stay at home to rot....and got tht stupid thing tht cause my stomach pain like hell liao...haiz...sian......

last year christmas go work.....this year at home.....what the hell sia....hate christmas....

haiz...every christmas....it seem like the whole **FaMilY** always no free de!! roan always have the most program....then mare, family day...xueyi feel too many ppl outside so dun want go out...... but no matter what if they never accompany me.....they are still not alone cause they still have there dear leh!!! not like me, forever loner...

i think i also very tired of trying to make the guys like me.....i think i'm giving up.....regret to knoe them....knoeing them cause me to feel unhappie and dissapointed from time to time....

one treated me so well but in the end......he dun want to hurt his love one and he never contact me......can see tht he realli care for his stead....but he did hurt me alot!!!...wish tht i NEVER talk to you.....NEVER work there to knoe you.......but it him who started first to contact me and treated me very nicely even though we knoe each other for onli less then one month!!!.....y bring me to the top and throw me down again!!!...i never think to be with you...but y even friends also cannot be liao...........you worry tht she will be sad but never think abt me.....being friends is wrong??? y care all the rumours, if want stop all the rumours then u just simply tel them tht u have staed lah!!!......i dun want to wei nan you.....so i will step away..but as for the handphone..i may need to use until i buy a new one then i return you!!!! thanks alot to be once my friend!!! Enjoy all those time we talk on phone....enjoy tht day we went out together...tht is our first and last trip out but i will still wait to be friend again!!!

for the other one...sometime treat me good,sometime treat me so badly....but dun knoe what u want lah....tired to like him liao....two of us stay as friend better....enjoying being out together....onli tht always get bully by him lor...wish to stay like now...unless he suddenly throw tamper again lor!!!

i realli tired of trying to get what the things i wanted.....

now make me feel tht no one realli care for me..even my family..onli knoe how to scold and nag me......can't go out late, can't this can't tht....tired tired

i also even tired with friends liao......all are busy with their dating....left me at home doing nothing....onli do blogging and rotting!!!

y my life is so funnie de......when i;m free, no ppl contact ..but when busy...always got ppl keep contacting me?......everytime when i wrote something sad here..then they will start caring....y their care are not consistency....yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!

sian ah...tomorroe working at taka.....can i dun go...i dun wish to go there..i think i be seeing his stead leh....then sat and sun i will be seeing him...OMG...dun want dun want.....*cry*cry!!!

but no metter what i want to wish everyone :

MERRY

CHRISTMAS