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Monday, July 31, 2006

today actually got many photo to upload de....but tht person took my hp away again..wth....

today actualli should be a happie day.......but what the fucking day is today lor....happie tht my class gave me hamster which i long for it de.....i realli love it alot...LOVE ALL OF U AND THANKS!!!!!fucking day because of tht person not allowing me to have it...she took my hp away again...FUCK!!!!

then on the way home i say tht i will take care de lor....then she say she last time already say dun allow liao..WTH..then she say if i perserve to want the hamster then ask me not to cal her mum laio...wtf..last time made my first hamster die and never buy me one back...now i want she dun allow.....wth...

qurrel with her....then i say her back....she nOt happie then slap me twice...(it have not been the first time)........i HATE u......she also told me not to cal her mum liao........wth....i wonder why i have a diff mum from others.....can someone tel me???????

i think i dun have a proper home........wtf.......they say tht they will not celebrate anymore birthday with them, even my 21st birthday.......WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!.....what family am i living in.....i think i do not have a cosy home liao...my house is there for me to do work and sleep and i dare not tell any things to them anymore........i will NEVER say anything to them......they say let me zi sen zi mian liao........FINE..........

i ask is it tht they think i'm always doing bad things......THEY SAY YES!!!!!.....fine with me so in ur eye i am always the bad daughter i never been good before.......i really really really really very tired liao.....i dun belong to anywhere........i dun know how to find my direction...................

abt this hamster thing, it can lead to such a big qurrel and i now know how they think of me liao......forever a BAD daughter........today i realli cry non-stop......i realli very sad,dissapoined,angry and felt lost.....help me............

yah i am ur bad daughter..never been good....never listen....never do what u say...i am always bad.....i realli dun know how to talk with them...i'm realli very tired...

tomorrow i hope after meeting my friend i can forget this thing 4 awhile then go home as late as possible bah.....i dun feel like going home.....

i realli want tht hamster.......how? cannot have it......sad ahhhhhh.......i realli cry sia.....y they dun like it....yyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!

i hate myself!

THANKS TO ALL MY POLY FRIEND

very thank you to ( caryn, wen zhuang, jeannie, kelly, shufen, zaidah, lifen, aili, stephanie, michelle, alyssa, eeling, vanessa, seraphina, xueli, xianwen, sarnie, raymond, firdaus, guo liang, alex, bryan, yong xiang, wei ren.)

To BAO FANG:

thanks 4 ur present....thanks alot.....i love it.....THANK YOU!!!!!....love u sia..sorrie ah today never meet u ....meet again!!!

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photo of today
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me and jeannie

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4 of us doing project

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see we all so hardworking

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nice chocolate...3 for $5..very nice can try..

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pic of HA HA...she look so cute right?

............wish tht i can have u at home..............